I know that I post too many lyrics and they usually don't get any kind of response, but the following describes my recent problems almost exactly. Please pardon the angst.

Too Much (Is Never Enough) - Firewater

You fall across the street like a shadow
In your brand new funeral clothes
You wish that you had a chance in hell
But you know that you don't

You tell yourself that you're gonna make a new start
But you know you lie like a dog
You can't believe the things you tell yourself anymore

Because it's all too much
Too much is never enough

You fake your best impersonation
Of a functional of human being
She reads you like a broken clock
Whatever that means

You think you know your way around her
But you fuck it up everytime

You wanna hate the things about her
That you love

And its all too much
Too much is never enough

Yeah, it's all too much
Too much is never enough

Well, you need her
Like a bullet in the temple
But you dig her just like a grave

You swear that you're never gonna do it again
But then you do it again

And it's all too much
Too much is never enough

Yeah it's all too much
Too much is never enough
Too much is never enough

And it's all too much
Yeah it's all too much
It's all too much